Sunday, January 04, 2009

I'm Back!

I'm back...
I took a leave trying to find peace... trying to move on... I was a fool to think it was a single step I had to take... it turned out to be a daily process... and I just had to teach myself how...

Words coming from a stranger.... who knew me better than those who claim to be mine... her words... touched me... and gave me a lead as to where I should be looking.... and to where I should be aiming... [Hvala ti moja nova drugarica... hvala ti lepotica]

During my absence I became a true book hound... I devoured a couple of books... one of which "Atlas Shrugged" I made a promise to finish it before New Year's Eve... I'll talk about it later on... it is an excellent read and I enjoyed it...

I walked and walked... I befriended the trees again... I talked to Amman rooftops...

I'm teaching myself... everyday... how to continue hoping without fear...

On another hand... there is the situation at Gaza... I don't know what words can I utter... when all the world is only helping them to survive... instead of helping them to live...
I don't know what words can make sense... I only pray... that justice will come... and we will be humans again...

I'm back... and I hope I'll be able to stay this time....
I'm back... it is not easy... but again... no one promised me otherwise...

'Bismillah AlRahman AlRaheem'

7 comments:

poshlemon said...

welcome back...

Atlas Shrugged? I've owned this book for over 10 years now. Never read a page of it. Tell me about it; maybe in a new post.

super.devoika said...

You are missing on a lot... go and read it... it is worth every minute of it... I'll be blogging about it soon... =)

Morad Jarrah said...
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Sandra said...

good ur back..enlighten us dear

super.devoika said...

Hello Morad,
Thank you... go to your blogger dashboard and check their to follow me blog... please do read my blog and you too have a nice day...
but I wanna ask why 13?

Morad Jarrah said...
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lepotica said...

Dear Super.devoika, I am very glad I can read your blog again, I really enjoying it.:-) I had find your blog accidentally, trying to find out something about everyday life in Amann.(better don't ask me why, it's a long story).Anyway it was very interesting to me, but than I saw that you are very great person, romantic, honest, pure and "searching"(soul who are trying to find the truth all the time) soul. Religious and open soul, modest in personal and ambitious in working life. Those kind of persons are very rare. I feel sympathy with you, you don't have to say anything about women rights in Jordan, being very smart and being woman at the same time can bring trouble both in our romantic life and carier. unfortunately, probably in every society on earth. Also, I am visual artist too, so I like to look at your photos and videos.
All the best:-*